have you ever sat and thought about why certain things happen? lately ive thought about my life and how much it has changed. thinking back to a year ago today and remembering my life then and seeing my life now makes me realize how extremely blessed i truly am. a lot of the time things will happen in my life and i wont see the positive in it. ill be down and upset about how i just wish so bad that things could have turned out differently. there are truly no coincidences in this life. everything truly happens for a reason- even if you dont know that reason at that time.
a year ago today i was single. for the majority of my teenage years i had a boyfriend. for once i was single and trying to redirect my life. its funny how the same people are always there for me at times when i really need them. a year ago today- tanner, kaycee, bryce, and brittany gave me some of the best advice. i didnt realize it then- but i do now. tanner told me to find someone who would love me for me & not take me for granted. funny that hes the one that ended up being mr.right for me. kaycee told me to be "selfish" for once. do things for me and figure out what i wanted. bryce told me to just have fun. live up my senior year and make new friends. brittany told me to indulge myself in the gospel. read conference talks, ask for a priesthood blessing and pray more often. i thank these four people for helping me realize what i needed in my life.
a year ago today my sis madilynne and i were closer than ever. she was there for me when i needed her. my shoulder to cry on and was there for whatever i asked for. i am so so so grateful for such good siblings. my brothers and marley were not as close a year ago. now they are all truly my best friends. my family is forever. when i feel like my friends are not available- they always are.
a year ago today hadley and i sat in her car and cried. pour our hearts out and talked about everything. her and suzie mean so much to me because of what they did for me a year ago. words cannot describe how eternally grateful i am for them and their example in my life.
today i am happier than ever. the decisions i made a year ago were for the best and i realize that. today my apartment started our scripture reading. were gonna read the book of mormon before we move out. today i am a better person because of the choices i made before.
I love you! :) You're amazing!
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