"marizzle marley"

okay so i think i could quite possible have the most outrageous younger sister ever. today when i was looking through pictures and videos on my laptop i just could not stop laughing. marley is a complete hellion. she is crazy, hilarious, and completely one of a kind. 

she is 11 years old, in the 6th grade. 

 

she is my identical twin.

she comes running with me, becomes completely exhausted half way through and just cries on the sidewalk. 

she texts me while im at work and she is at school and cracks me up.

she is completely out of control 

she refuses to smile most of the time

 she ruins family pictures like no ones business. 

i love her to death. she drives me nuts but at the end of the day i am so happy she is my sister. 

follow her on instagram, youll love it :) @marizzle_marley

& if you have a twitter, look up the hashtag about her #wordsofmarley 

trust me, she is insane. gotta love her. 

Due to recent events-

I find it extremely necessary to completely pour my heart out on my blog. considering the fact that this is my PERSONAL blog- I am giving fair & clear warning that I don't believe in holding back. This is my place to say what I want & I want to make that perfectly clear. So here we go-

First huge thing- I have made the decision to serve a mission for my church. This is BIG. I can't describe how HUGE this is. A mission for girls use to be a requirement of being 21. Recently the prophet of the church has changed the age to 19. since I'm finally an adult of 20 years old I'm going on a mission. I am soooo excited :) i will be turning my papers in as sooooon as i possibly can. so take a guess as to where i will be serving!! i am soo excited to know where the Lord needs me!

Second thing- things between tanner and i are different. i feel like i need to write it here but its not because i need to explain things but because i am over people asking about it. so its here- tanner and i before he left decided that i could date. its a necessary thing for not only our relationship but also for me as a person. i need to grow up as a person and i need to think about what i need in the long run. i have started to date and am loving it. i want to make it COMPLETELY clear that no matter what anyone is saying about what i am doing- tanner is FINE with it. he wants me to be happy and not have to wonder what could have been. i want him to focus on his mission and serve the lord 100%. so please keep your comments about me and him to yourself. considering that my mission papers should be in super soon and that i will hopefully be out serving by february i need to date before i leave. tanner is still my best friend. i still care about him a lot. if you do have an issue or a question i would be MORE than happy to chat with you about it. just text me or something :)

So- besides those things i have officially turned 20!! its insane. i feel like that is SO old. my birthday was awesome. my cute siblings decorated my car and i loved it! i got some hilarious texts, awesome phone calls, a bouquet of roses and yummy treats. i cannot believe that i am 20 and no longer a teenager. its super weird. 

i have sooo many other events to blog about- but that will wait for another day :) life is good. no matter what.