this weekend i havent felt too great. i have a really bad sore throat and my head feels as if it weighs close to 1 ton. but anyyyway. so tanner & i got invited on a group date by my new bestfriend ali hill& her bf jaycob brugman. jaycob plays baseball at byu & ali could quite possibly be the sweetest girl alive. we went out to park city & ate pizza at davanzas. BOMB--btw, then went to alis condo at a ski resort to hot tub & play games. it was really fun minus the fact that i seriously feel like crap. although saturday is over-- here is my question....
how have you changed in the past 2 years?
i asked tanner which question to choose & he liked this one. i honestly have changed in about every aspect you can think of. in march of 2010 i was a junior in high school. i mean i guess i still look the same but everything else about me feels different. i was in the middle of training for track and getting ready to go to regionals for shot put. most people think thats a joke- but seriously im a beast. :) i had friends then that i still have, and other friends that i havent spoken to since then. i think that one thing that really changed about me since then is my maturity level and my absolute need for the gospel in my life. first of all- i have alwayssss been mature for my age. i always have been grown up in a lot of ways. im an independent person and like to do things for myself. but over the past two years i really think i have had to grow up in different ways. i moved away from home and had no choice but to be a big girl. also the gospel has seriously become SO SO SOOO important. everyone i feel like has had times in their lives where they just feel so alone. that feeling sucks. its hard to just make yourself happy when you feel like everything around you is so difficult to deal with. over the past 2 years the LDS church has truly become something that i need in my life. moving away from home- i cried a lot. no one really knows but it stunk. it was hard because i am so family oriented and my siblings are seriously the best people ever. along with my parents of course. but prayer and conference talks are some of the things that i have grown to appreciate so much more. i got out of a relationship in 2010 and got into one that has truly changed my life. tanner has become the ultimate best friend and i dont give him all the credit he deserves for doing so much for me. he makes me happier than i can describe and has changed me in countless ways. i honestly am so blessed in so many ways.
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